Life happened & I got busy.
One thing that busyness does: it forces me to ignore my physical issues and keep going. Unfortunately, if I live like that for months at a time, I will eventually crash. Kind of like trying to build an intimate relationship with Jesus, yet never taking the time to commune with him. Eventually, you wake up and wonder how you could possibly have gotten that far away from Him. Anyway, that’s not what this post is about.
Today is my day 1.
My first day of taking pills, changing my diet, and the list goes on. Right now, all I want to do is lay my head down on the desk and sleep. My eyes just want to close on me. After about 10 hours of sleep, you’d think one would feel refreshed. Not me. Not today.
But soon. I anticipate energy, purpose, and clear thinking. I anticipate laying my head down at night, and falling asleep, soundly, without hours of tossing and turning.
The doctor made it sound easy. He said within days I should start feeling better. And I hope. Oh, I hope.
But, if not, I know that God is still good and He is still faithful.
I trust Him. God, that is. I trust him more than I’ll ever trust any health practitioner or product. He knows me better than anyone and He is an expert at creating beauty out of the messy and hard.
I hope to post more soon. About blood work results, supplements, and diet.
For now, it will need to wait.